Do you ever feel that you search for depth and connection with a person and never seem to find it?

You try your hardest but it just isn't there? I feel this way all the time and I wonder why this is what surrounds me. When your soul runs deeper it's hard to feel comfortable with a half inch of air and surface levels of vapid.

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thepeculiarpanda · 36-40, M

Not much anymore, no. I've spent too much time alone and I just don't connect well anymore. It makes me uncomfortable.

It's lonely but I don't know what to do about it anymore.

SW-User

@thepeculiarpanda I'm sorry .

thepeculiarpanda · 36-40, M

@SW-User It's okay, just what life handed me. :) Just one of those things I wish I had more power to change.

SW-User

@thepeculiarpanda Life hands us a lot of bad shit. It's hard. I myself don't want to settle for it.

thepeculiarpanda · 36-40, M

@SW-User I very much understand. :)

I haven't been able to overcome some of what life has thrown at me and I don't know that I'm going to get the opportunity at this point. I refuse to give up though, I'm too stubborn for that. Just working out and working on music lately, trying to stay positive.

SW-User

@thepeculiarpanda I understand. Me too.