It's not just sometimes...

Sometimes, I get jealous of couples,
old couples holding hands
but that's okay...
perhaps there are people like me who are not destined to have forever...

Sometimes, I can't help to be desolate
but that's okay...
maybe it's my fate.

I may not be okay, but I need to...
this is my life!
I might as well embrace it and make the most out of it.