I Sometimes Say Im Okay, Even When I'm Not

Easier by far than bring up things.
I want to let the past bury itself
However, it does pop up from time to time.
I blame the tears on not feeling good, over-tired, or I will say I'm feeling blue.
I hide the fact that something reminded me of the past hurts my husband caused me.
It does no good to keep brooding or talking about it.
He does seem to be trying, that is something.