I Sometimes Say Im Okay, Even When I'm Not

Easier by far than bring up things.
I want to let the past bury itself
However, it does pop up from time to time.
I blame the tears on not feeling good, over-tired, or I will say I'm feeling blue.
I hide the fact that something reminded me of the past hurts my husband caused me.
It does no good to keep brooding or talking about it.
He does seem to be trying, that is something.

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SoggedNapped · 31-35, M

sometimes you have to fake it to make it.. getting over the rough spots is hard, so, saying you are ok is like just gliding over the stuff you don't care enough about to spend energy on it. But, it will hopefully get you to the other side.

Gingerwithasoul · F

If I think it will do some good, but if not I calm up. I talk a lot freer here than I can out in the real world

Crazycoral84 · 36-40, M

That's pretty much my life..... Most times I pretend to feel better than I actually feel. And why annoy other people with my problems.

Gingerwithasoul · F

I do not open up much either. Most people don't give a shit

Crazycoral84 · 36-40, M

True or they can't help you, so why waste their time? It's all about putting up a mask.

SW-User

I have found it's easier to say you're okay when you're not, because then you avoid having to explain why you feel the way you do.

Gingerwithasoul · F

Especially if you know you'll get a lecture or anger when you do try

SW-User

@Gingerwithasoul: Exactly. I do it as well.

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Gingerwithasoul · F

Thanks

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