I Am My Own Worst Enemy

As my username states, I get lost within myself. I get so buried in my own thoughts, doubts, fears, worries, etc. I get stuck, so miserable and stressed, and I do it to myself. You can only go as far as you allow your thoughts to take you. Words really do come to pass, maybe not instantly, but they always do. And words come from your thoughts, which in turn triggers whichever mood you currently feel. Good thoughts lead to positive words, which in turn leads to positive actions and for the majority of the time positive reactions. All these trials and tribulations are simply tests to see how we react and we can't seem to grasp that. And because we keep failing we have that very same test again before we know it. We need to pass it for goodness sakes so we don't have to experience it again!! All God wants is for us to realize we do not have to wait for all our troubles and worries to be gone for us to enjoy ourselves and our lives. We can do it WHILE we experience these things. It is up to us whether we stress and worry and free ourselves from that burden by simply trusting things will work out and in the meantime we have every right to experience joy in Him!! 🙌🙏💯💞😍