I Am My Own Worst Enemy

I sometimes feel my mind is trapped in a cage. It's almost as if my mind has a mind of his own and refuses to leave his comfort zone. I'm not okay with it, but my mind doesn't mind. Running away from myself only works for a short period of time and back I go. I just want to be free... I don't even know if what I'm writing makes any sense, but it makes sense to me.