I'm learning how to give up on things that no longer serve me

This church group I'm in makes me upset and does not meet my needs.

I've never been happy with any job I've had. I've always stayed at them too long, causing SO much stress, and anxiety.

My immediate family (mom, dad, siblings) are fake and 90% of our gatherings seem inauthentic. Actions speak a lot louder than words.

I'm no longer going to ignore my feelings.
I'm no longer going to persevere through a job that leaves me feeling drained and terrible about the job and myself because how I'm treated.

Hate that I have no one to turn to but, I'll survive

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mooncrest02 · 31-35, F

I'm sorry you feel this way, are you sure you need to cut everything out, is there nothing you can influence to change? Its just a thought but do whats best for you regardless.♥️

iamnikki · 31-35, F

@mooncrest02 I hate the way I feel in the moments leading up to the church group meeting, even though it is online. I don't like some of the things the leader say and how she runs the group. No one in the group see's or hangs out outside the group. It's not very helpful.

I don't like the way I feel in the moments leading up to and during family gatherings either so I think I should stay away from them.