I Write Notes To Self

This really hit home. Hard.
For countless years, I just couldn't find it in me to forgive certain people for certain things that were done to me. They knew what was done was wrong. I knew it. Yet, I held onto not forgiving and had hatred within me. It was a low and lonely place for me. I would smile, but it was not a true smile. It was plastered on my face so that people thought all was fine with me and wouldn't ask questions all the time.

It was not easy, but I did learn to forgive. I didn't do it for anyone other for me. I was the one who was allowing someone other than myself to hold me back. Once I finally decided to forgive, I was able to put that part in my past. Of course, I'll never forget. It's just not weighing heavily on me. I am blessed and happy to be the person I am today. It was a long road, but here I am. This note will be here as a reminder to forgive.
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LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON · F

This is a great post dear.
I am so happy for you!🌈🥂

I am not quite there with a few as they are still too raw, the pain and the destruction was totally a shock.

It will take time for me.

Hugs, L.🤗🌺🦋

Peaches · F

@LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON It's taken me time too.💔But when I find myself thinking of those dark days I just ask God and the angels to help me let go of it all and NOT relive the past.😕It only hurts me and they never cared. 🥀So we have to let go of it sis.✨👭🌈✳

LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON · F

@Peaches The challenge is that it's happening to me on a daily basis.
I can't not feel the pain, or the betrayal or even sometimes the fear.

I CAN NOT GET OVER IT NOW, Peaches.
Impossible.

(Hate that.)

Peaches · F

@LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON I'm sorry, sometimes staying away from such people can help with healing.⭐

LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON · F

@Peaches Thank you Peaches.

Peaches · F

@LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON Surround yourself with green...🍀🤗🍃green is a healing color.

LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON · F

@Peaches THAT Is the best medicine, and water. Green is the heart chakra.

Hugs, L.

Peaches · F

@LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON I KNEW that you would KNOW, haha!😁💓

LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON · F

@Peaches We know our stuff don't we dear!😊🥂😌

I bought this print. I may even keep it rofl...
Very not my norm.
I also don't exactly often shop for art...

It's all white background. That is the dominant (non) colour here.

The theme is flora.
So, leaves. Large and tropical, they make a lush presence. And are beautiful. Leaves of Greens mixed with mauves and pink transitioning to darker Mauves/auburns ...
And the Greens also begin with mint to darker greens.
Where there is overlap, it's really like deep purple or violet. Nice.
Two flowers of bird of paradise but almost as an after thought.

Red is our Base/core chakra. And we know what is green...💚
And boy, do I have core things to resolve...C'est La Vie 🙃🤷🏻😄😎

JerseyGal · 56-60, F

@LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON

Thank you so much, L.

I do understand why it can take so much time. The pain and destruction causing shock embeds within you.

Best wishes.

Hugs, HW. 🤗💫

JerseyGal · 56-60, F

@Peaches

I'm sorry, sometimes staying away from such people can help with healing.⭐

This is so true. I did just this for quite a while. I needed to, for me. 💫

Peaches · F

@LunadelobosIAMTHEDRAGON The art work you found sounds lovely! Yes, I understand about unresolved issues...good luck on it all sis,💞🌈❇👭my prayers are always with you...🙏🏼and my love.💓