Last night, I was sure I was going to hell… and it was more suffering than I could handle just really really really freaking scary

@Matt85 he’s just gonna call it mystical delirium and give me more MEDS, which I need anyway. I’m just gonna ask for the MEDS and it’ll be fun.

@Ferise1 you are in the demographic of people who find help in medications.

@Matt85 gee that’s a bit condescending man, didn’t know you were like that

@Ferise1 honestly, i want nothing more than for you to be okay.

@Matt85 I think the following into hell is real and it’s a consequence of dropping out of society. But if I take lots of pills, I don’t feel it. I’m just sleeping or anesthized and I’m fine.

@Ferise1 listen to the most popular radio station you know then.

@Matt85 no I mean to stop working

@Ferise1 oh i'm a mail sorter

@Matt85 shit the anxiety and the falling feeling are starting up again🙄😓 even though I took my pills…

@Ferise1 dont roll your eyes at god

@Matt85 I’m not rolling my eyes at God

@Ferise1 okay good

@Matt85 what is the matter with you? Do you think God is the one giving me this anxiety? So why are you advocating for pills? You should be telling me to stop them and take God‘s wrath…

@Matt85 did you read my last comment?

@Ferise1 God wants to help you until you don't need help.

@Matt85 how do you know what God wants?

@Ferise1 Romans 8:28

@Matt85 but he sends people to health simply for not being born in the Christian cult