I Am Lonely

I'm 21 and the only guy I dated was a prom-king type jog, dont ask me how I managed to date that kind of guy, it lasted about a month. Other than that I was alone, I usually dont feel the pressure of being alone, but lately my family started talking about marriage, like I need a man to be happy. Well, maybe no wants me or I dont want anyone?! Anyways sometimes I let this get through to me, like now. I just crave for someone to understand and love me with all of me; my twisted mind and weird sense of humor.