I Am Isolated And Lonely

Well it's official I can finally mark off 4 months in isolation felt like more to me to be honest. I honestly am used to it but somedays I'm angry and sad and confused. I sit wondering why people just see me as a pawn on the board to be used and cast aside. I don't have family or friends if the like. Been just me for ages. The life of an outcast I'd wager is my way *sigh*