I Feel Lonely In a Room Full of People
I am so unbelievably lonely.
I've been in a long-term relationship but I feel more alone than ever. I have people that message me occasionally on Facebook n stuff but i'm terrible at keeping up with social media sites. I feel pathetic writing this, but I don't know what else to do at this point. I wish I had a "real life" solid friendship or family I could count on and trust. I don't seem to be able to connect with people my age and even if I did, I feel so crappy about myself that I wouldn't feel comfortable enough to relax, have fun and be myself (I've tried). I just can't seem to relate to many people at all.. I swear, I've never felt worse in my life.
People have told me for years it will get better, but I don't have much hope left.
I've been in a long-term relationship but I feel more alone than ever. I have people that message me occasionally on Facebook n stuff but i'm terrible at keeping up with social media sites. I feel pathetic writing this, but I don't know what else to do at this point. I wish I had a "real life" solid friendship or family I could count on and trust. I don't seem to be able to connect with people my age and even if I did, I feel so crappy about myself that I wouldn't feel comfortable enough to relax, have fun and be myself (I've tried). I just can't seem to relate to many people at all.. I swear, I've never felt worse in my life.
People have told me for years it will get better, but I don't have much hope left.