30th Birthday [I Feel Lonely]

It's my 30th Birthday in two days and I'll be spending it with my parents. It's sad that I don't feel close enough to anyone else to spend it with. I don't even want my brother or extended family to come and nearly all the friends I have, I only made last year.

I have one friend I haven't seen in several years. I can't invite her because it would just feel awkward.

I don't want a bunch of bodies around me anymore. I want a bunch of people I feel deeply connected to, and I don't have that.

*sigh*

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Shannon27 · M

Don't feel that way. I see this post is almost a year old maybe things have changed. My partner and I have been together almost 5 years. We were assigned a project in a class at University. During the course of that semester we fell for each other. It has made a tremendous change in my life. I am much more content, happier to know he is there for me. We been living together for about 30 months and it is so nice to share my bed with him. We don't have sex all the time but on the cold Boston nights it's good to have a warm partner to snuggle with. If your curious we do sleep nude that is why I asked that question on your comment earlier today. C ya.