I feel extremely lonely every single day

Every day consists of waking up lonely and smoking to make the pain go away. Weed is all that works for me and "self-improvement" has failed to change my situation. Success is about the person inside and putting time into yourself just masks who you really are.

Apparently feeling this way is the health equivalent of smoking 20 tobacco cigarettes per day. No wonder people who can't socialize are dying so young.

I wish I could find a group of like 5 friends to just talk to and share everything with. Both genders included.

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saintsong · 41-45, F

Live in love towards God and by faith you are never alone if you try to feel love for God and guess what? He has a church full of brothers and sisters! Don't let the devil steal this nugget of truth if you think it's worth giving a try don't let nothing stop you from reaching out to God!

LifeOnHardMode · 26-30, M

@saintsong I had that thought fresh in my head just a few days ago and am considering moving towards this. Thanks for reminding me. Much easier said than done but I'll continue praying and meditating in my spare time.

saintsong · 41-45, F

@LifeOnHardMode Go for it! God bless you the sooner the better! You can give your heart to Jesus right now if you want? Just pray Dear God I am a sinner I have used weed to numb the pain of loneliness when true love for you is better than wine make me feel deeply in love again with you help me to overcome my shynessbto go to your church so that I might meet many wonderful brothers and sisters whom I can love and be loved with! I know that I don't have to be perfect just come as I am! Jesus has taken away my sins with his atoning death at the cross and by his grace given me His righteousness I have nothing to fear! I know Satan will try to stop me but if God is for me who could stand against me nobody for Satan is a defeated foe Amen!