I Am Sad and Lonely

I don't have friends, or anyone to really talk to. It's been like that all my life and i am getting used to it. The rejection is the thing that always hurts me, it never gets easier. I want to be lonely in a way that it no longer hurts. Where i can hold my head high and accept things as they are. Never stopping to improve the person i am or get sad. If i could have one thing, it would be the best for me.