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This is very difficult to admit in my culture. When you are lonely, you are outcasted. You have to live like everyhting is fine if you want to fit in. Some things are a hush hush matter and best kept behind closed doors. i feel that every single day that passess by, i am being slowly devoured by something i do not know of but i am aware of the feeling. It's very sad that i have come to the point where i work my ass off. Only to distract myself from that void. It is my only way to run away from that feeling. I know alot of people feel the same way as me. Writing my thoughts lessens it. I feel comfortable here around strangers..that share common feelings i have.