It's been 2 years and 8 months exactly since me and my ex split. I haven't allowed any close too me since and have 2 people I talk to. I'm tired of being alone but scared to open up.
@Thatonedude7116 i once lost a fiance and 2 best friends in one break up. Nearly destroyed me for a while there, but i came to terms with it and saw that if he truly loved me, then he wouldn't have hurt me so terribly.
It's better to have no one than someone who doesn't appreciate the value of what it is that they have.