I Am Lonely
I'm tired. I haven't used this site in a long time, but here I am. Why? Because I'm lonely. Like really and truely lonely.
I want a friend who truly knows me. I don't feel like anyone in my life does, I don't feel like anyone Ive ever met online does. ONly person who has ever comes close was my ex but we broke up almost 6 months ago.
I suck at meeting people in person. I have friends, I talk to people, but we never get beyond shallow conversations. They never really get to know the real me. They have this "image" of me. Like I'm the grown up version of a "choir boy". They don't know the shit Ive dealt with, or continue to deal with. And truth is I Don't think they want to.
I want a friend who truly knows me. I don't feel like anyone in my life does, I don't feel like anyone Ive ever met online does. ONly person who has ever comes close was my ex but we broke up almost 6 months ago.
I suck at meeting people in person. I have friends, I talk to people, but we never get beyond shallow conversations. They never really get to know the real me. They have this "image" of me. Like I'm the grown up version of a "choir boy". They don't know the shit Ive dealt with, or continue to deal with. And truth is I Don't think they want to.
