I Enjoy Being Alone But I Get Lonely
I keep telling myself this. I do though, most of the time. I just hate it when people question this fact, and it makes me question myself. I feel judged and looked down on as if my life is quite sad. But I do wonder why they care so much about it they even bother to point it out with underhanded comments, and they don't really care about me nor do they know much about me. They were my friends, and apparently, they rely on my social media to judge how I'm doing. Mind you, I don't post any photos on facebook and I don't have any accounts on twitter and instagram. We're on the same career paths, and I'm doing well on mine. I hope they are too. I just hate how people question you for not showing anything online. I appreciate photos for memories, but most often than not, people spend more time stationary in front of the camera pretending to look like they're having fun and post it online so they can project a life they want people to think they live in. You can choose the moments in your life you want to keep. You can choose the things you want people to see and believe but reality is, everyone's living their lives. And nobody thinks more about you than yourself.