I Sometimes Feel Lonely

Not so much in terms of friends, but I've not left friends or had friends leave me if. Plus those relationships usually aren't as intimate unless they are long time best friends.
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Anyway it's mostly just when I wake up after a dream where I found someone new, someone I knew, or re-found someone of the past. Basically when I dream of having someone to love or being intimate. Talking about when being single for at least a few months of course. After a break up I feel lonely, obviously, because of the loss there.
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Those dreams suck after I wake up, maybe for a bit, but they are nice while I'm dreaming (usually). Sometimes they can be not so great themselves and you of course still feel lonely when you wake up.

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FlowerAlchemist · 22-25, T

I dream too.
I dream of the past, I dream of the present it could have been, I dream of the future that will never take place. Depending on which part the dream ends at, I will either remember it with a smile and feel hopeful, or just suffer. The fact that I am alone doesn't change, but my self-perspective of loneliness does vary. Still, even if I believe I can achieve happiness on my own, I do seek a partner.
I seek a true peer, someone whom I can learn from and develop side by side, someone with whom I can discuss the truth of the universe, someone who will always be there for me, who will hold me in the bad moments (not physically, but philosophically), who will understand me and my demons and accept me for who I really am, without masks. And it goes without saying that I would do the same for that person, without expecting anything in return, because I would love them.

coary987 · M

Aww that's sad you should get a nice gf or bf and be happy.

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