I Am Lonely

so, I came to experience project looking for friends a few years ago, before it vanished. Though i made a few friends, I didn't get any friends that stuck. I was hoping, when making an account here, that something would change, and it has. Now since I've decided to be me more, I cant even really keep a friend. Maybe im too abrasive or maybe I'm just not good friend material, but, everyone I've talked to on here has stopped talking to me. though I've been able to get work done.. So there's that