I I'm Really Sad And Lonely At This Point

My boy freind and I don't live together and at present he is distressing me. I'm not working atm and live alone. I get agoraphobia and suffer from anxiety and depression. I'm feeling really isolated. My boy freind has been staying with me a couple of days a week and I haven't heard from him since he left two days ago. I'm madly in love with him and am struggling with dealing with how lonely and incomplete I feel without him around.
We've talked at length about keeping in touch with each other and communication within our relationship but as soon as he leaves it's like he stops contacting me and doesn't seem bothered by it.
I'm sick today and am feeling very alone. Having to look after myself have had no sleep.

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AnxietyGirl · 26-30, F

I'm in a long distance relationship and my boyfriend lives three hours away. I suffer from anxiety and when I'm with him it's almost completely gone. When he's gone it gets overwhelming. I work but when I'm home alone it's really hard and lonely. Best advice is to distract yourself with a game, friends, hobby or whatever. I'm fine as long as I'm busy.

Isthisit · F

@AnxietyGirl thanks you sound like me. I've been trying to keep busy but it's difficult. It eats me up.

AnxietyGirl · 26-30, F

@Isthisit It's always been difficult for me. I just hide my feelings sometimes and deal with it. For me, everyday I struggle through is a day closer to me finding what makes me happy.