I Feel So Lonely
I have moved in together with my boyfriend of two and half years. We lived in a long distance relationship for more than two years. He is the love of my life but now that we live together I feel lonelier than I ever have in my life. Partly cause I moved to his home country. I have no friends here, no job, no studies. We don't have much space in the apartment we live in (others live here too) and I feel so out of place.
I have tried to find friends and integrate but it is moving real slow. I just wish I would find my place here cause my life at the moment is so empty. My boyfriend works a lot and when he is here he doesn't really spent time with me cause he is so stressed about things. I try to be brave and make it easier on him. We have talked about things and he has found me crying but things just don't seem to get better despite my attempts.
I have not been here for that long yet and I really hope it gets better... but at the moment I just feel so useless...
What made it all worse was that I tried to get us to do a hobby together. It wasn't his thing at all and now when I try to do it on my own... I just end in tears realizing how alone I am that I seriously have no one to do anything with...
I have tried to find friends and integrate but it is moving real slow. I just wish I would find my place here cause my life at the moment is so empty. My boyfriend works a lot and when he is here he doesn't really spent time with me cause he is so stressed about things. I try to be brave and make it easier on him. We have talked about things and he has found me crying but things just don't seem to get better despite my attempts.
I have not been here for that long yet and I really hope it gets better... but at the moment I just feel so useless...
What made it all worse was that I tried to get us to do a hobby together. It wasn't his thing at all and now when I try to do it on my own... I just end in tears realizing how alone I am that I seriously have no one to do anything with...
