I Am Lonely

Determination....
[b]So as I see now, with my head cold.. I see what you want.. I am the perfect woman according to your words, as long as I am cheery and nothing brings me down, the moment I become sensitive to the world you hate everything about me.. ain't it funny how the exact thing that brought you to be crazy about me is now pushing us apart?[/b]
[b]You've complained of my life solitude.. of how I was never able to confide in those around me, of how you'll be that person to me, however whenever I'm down you feel the fire and crack up.. it's never been that way when it's you under pain.. I guess I now understand what I must do.. I can confide in you in the good times, and it's easy for me to make you happy, cause I know your heart, and making you happy brings joy to my world.. but when it comes to me, my soul and even my heart. I need to keep those to myself.

I'm sorry I ever relied on you so much it broke up..[/b]