I Am Lonely

I always complain about how lonely I am and all of that. I still am, friendless and what not. Having absolutely no one in life beside myself to lean on, having no one to talk to and all of that. Thing is, God is my best friend. God is always there for me to pull my strength from and keep going forward. I don't remember when was my last breakdown but tbh I still have those glum moments (used to be DAYS not just moments) but still, I'm now able to translate that sheer sadness into rage and just let it out in being productive and actually get shit done! Study hard, work harder in gym, and never forget who my best (and only) friend is. He is always there for me, never leaving my side and always watching over me. I know I sin day and night and there is so much more I can do to be better, but I'm trying. I promise to try harder because God has given me every reason to. The strength to pull my shit together and keep my head straight about my future. The determination to be the best EVER! And the power to accomplish all of that despite everything that I'm going through.

God is good.