I Am Lonely

Really, why do I have to be so lonely? Don't have even a single true friend with whom I can share all my feelings with. It's really sad. Sometimes I wonder if I did anything wrong that would make me bad in the eyes of others, but I really can't find anything like that.
I feel jealous seeing others talking, hanging, playing with their friends. Although it's not that people hate me, it's more like they don't like me. Like I am invisible and no one at all is there to be with me. I feel absolutely useless and pathetic. I think that if I would die, no one would notice my absence.

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MrMovingOn

OMG!! Finally!! A 13-15 year old male who understands what im going through at this very moment. I feel the exact same way. I am a loving and caring guy who used to have 2 Bestfriends... Sadly they left at the end of year7 on my fist year of high school. I had other friends I could hang with but those two frienda felt like family to me. Exactly as this moment, I have tears running down my face. Ever since they left, I hanged with a group of people who dont recognise me at all. I just sit with my group at the very end where no one ever talks to me and never sat down with me. Whenever I talk about feelings... They think im a depressed kid. I cry myself to sleep... Knowing that tomorrow will be the exact samething. I also wish that my two bestfriends could come back.. But they ars to far from me. Sadly... I got so many years to go... And I only live highschool once and so... I put earphones in my ears. Play this song : The Script - Six Degrees of Seperation and fake a smile while dying and crying inside. Lets be friends.. Please :(

dukealone · 22-25, M

I know, it's really terrible. We feel the same way. Alright, I'd like to be your friend :)