I Am Lonely

Really, why do I have to be so lonely? Don't have even a single true friend with whom I can share all my feelings with. It's really sad. Sometimes I wonder if I did anything wrong that would make me bad in the eyes of others, but I really can't find anything like that.
I feel jealous seeing others talking, hanging, playing with their friends. Although it's not that people hate me, it's more like they don't like me. Like I am invisible and no one at all is there to be with me. I feel absolutely useless and pathetic. I think that if I would die, no one would notice my absence.

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SophiesSecretRoom

Aw, I am totally confident that people would notice if you died. Sometimes, the more you look for friends and go searching for friends, the harder it is to make friends. Ironically as it sounds. It's always better to just relax and be yourself. As you say, people just don't really know you, but you can't force people to want to make an effort. You just need to be yourself and let people come to you.
Maybe you need to do something that gets you around more people, join things, get involved in things. Drama groups, music groups, a church group, find a hobby that gets you out of the bedroom and talking/mixing with people who share the same passion as you. I am sure once you start meeting more people and less time worrying about it, you will soon make lots of friends, I promise you that

dukealone · 22-25, M

Thank you for your advice. I'll try those things.