I Am Sad and Lonely

Im divorced a year as of this month. I am living alone and lonely as hell. i have not been with another woman since I met my wife. I dont like me right now though I know that those who know me love me. i have depression and bipolar. not like the "flipping out" bipolar. just sad bipolar. i shouldnt be alone right now. i was not supposed to be. i am a normally funny, outgoing loving person, which is how the people who know me, describe me. im hoping someone will see this in me and get to know the real me. for now, i'll just talk to people and pray that somehow my life will change. im also a caring person and not only would I give someone the shirt off my back, but I'll put them on my back and carry them home. can anyone relate ?