I Am Lonely

I don't have any friends or family that really are around when I need them. They all just disappear. I have never felt so lonely in my whole life :( I have this habit of just supporting others even when they shed one tear for the smallest reason. I take care of them for what seems like eternity. But when it comes to me no one is willing to stand by my side. I don't have anyone to have deep conversations with. Hell, I don't have anyone who is genuinely interested to be a good friend for me. Only someone to hang out with when bored or in need of a listener.