I've been lonely in a marriage before. So I probably can't say I've never been this lonely. But. I've never been this lonely. How do I keep getting in these situations. It's so stupid. I'm a complete idiot.
The situation you're in is not because you're an idiot. Life is a complicated place. It's easy to make the wrong decisions. And quite pleasant to occasionally make the right ones.
Don’t be so hard on yourself.. solutions are hidden as long as we put ourselves down . take breath... think about what will make it better... then do it... even if it’s hard... and if you chicken out.. message me... I’ll cheer you on.