I Am Lonely

Yes that is the worst feeling in the world. You have to make the decision to be happy for yourself through unless you want to be literally stagnant. Look at me I've been single for two and a half year's after being in a fifteen year relationship. I go on the occasional date but can't seem to trust anyone with me anymore.

I think the worst thing in the world is after years and years of failed relationships, being verbally and physically abused and emotionally beat down for as long as you can remember.. You finally meet that one person that makes everything better. The person who fills the holes in your heart and makes the pain go away.. But you can't be together.

I know the feeling

That's rough.

I believe it just takes time. If the tie is deep especially. The heart needs to heal and the time frame is different for everyone

Go out and date it will be awkward but you might make someone else happy and you might enjoy it also and take your mind off of your lost love for a while it will get better with time and social interaction with others