I Am Lonely

I feel like the only reason people talk to me is through their guilt. My boyfriend left me, now I feel alone, although I am relieved of a struggling long distance long term relationship, I only have 2 friends, neither are able to constantly talk to me, I need a friend who is patient with me and caring, who is able to make rational decisions (as 90% of the time I am not in the mindset to be able too) and someone who is fun to talk to and tries to keep a convo going. also, someone who is preferably in the UK in London. (and obviously someone with the same/similar hobbies/likes as me).