Today is canceled, go back to bed..

I just found out my childhood bestie is getting married in one hour..
the problem? I’m supposed to be there 🙃
Another problem? It’s 4 hours away by train

Why I’m not there? I for some reason believed it’s next month and put the wrong date in my calendar..

And this is why «just put it in your calendar» is bad advice for us with adhd..

Ugh I can’t believe this shit 😫 I’ve even told my husband to take days off cause the 27th next month is on a Monday (which I thought was weird but hey it’s their wedding..) AND I put the damn invite on our fridge to NOT FORGET😭

I’m also too overwhelmed to deal with it, I have so many messages that I need to answer with people asking me questions - if I can work a 4 day event (from morning till night), or if I’m going to a birthday in a different country, or why I’m not responding, and right now I feel like doing none of it..

And I woke up crying cause of a nightmare I had 🥹

I might just take a nap and start over when I wake up…