How do I motivate myself for a girls weekend?

I know that probably seems stupid to have to motivate myself for it, cause a girls weekend is sooo called for right now, but my energy is at an all time low 🥲

I love my girls, and I'm so excited to see them and to spend a weekend together, but the thought of drinking.. Going out - where there's drunk people, ew, is making me want to lock my doors and stay home😂

I've been in so much pain lately (physical and mental), I've been stressed and out of work. Usually when I go out, I stay until I start feeling pain, then I bounce, but now I kinda have to stay and power thru it cause I haven't seen most of them in several years, and it's gonna be awhile till next time. It's giving me stress just thinking about how to manage my pain and stress without getting annoyed, maybe I should drink myself senseless idk.

I AM excited tho, I just hope my energy goes up a bit before this trip 🥹

We're also moving in a month, so to take a weekend away from packing, organizing and cleaning out seems crazy right now.. 😂