I had fun today

I went out with my husband, my mom and stepdad. Had a few drinks and laughed more than I have in a while.. It was very much needed 🥹

And it's absolutely stupid that I feel guilty for it.

I've been so overwhelmed the last weeks, haven't remembered plans, and honestly feel like I've dissociated the last month or two. I've been in pain, physically, mentally and emotionally. I've been glued to my phone, trying to be helpful to other people, trying to be supportive, worried, cried.

Then I have one night with family, where we laugh, drink and put my phone to the side, and I feel guilty for it.

I really need to start prioritizing myself more - easier said than done..