I Keep Too Many Things to Myself
I just took my internship and it just made my want to hate myself even more.
For the last few years, all I wanted is to finish college and start new by having a job. I hated college so much that I just want to end everything. But as I took my internship, I felt like there won't be any difference after college.
Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just really boring that no one wants to talk to me. Everyone's ignoring me as if I was not there.
Sometimes I think about ending everything right now. Existing doesn't make any sense if I'll just feel like this forever.
I don't know. I'm just really hopeless right now.
For the last few years, all I wanted is to finish college and start new by having a job. I hated college so much that I just want to end everything. But as I took my internship, I felt like there won't be any difference after college.
Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just really boring that no one wants to talk to me. Everyone's ignoring me as if I was not there.
Sometimes I think about ending everything right now. Existing doesn't make any sense if I'll just feel like this forever.
I don't know. I'm just really hopeless right now.
26-30, F
