I Keep Too Many Things to Myself

I just took my internship and it just made my want to hate myself even more.

For the last few years, all I wanted is to finish college and start new by having a job. I hated college so much that I just want to end everything. But as I took my internship, I felt like there won't be any difference after college.

Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm just really boring that no one wants to talk to me. Everyone's ignoring me as if I was not there.

Sometimes I think about ending everything right now. Existing doesn't make any sense if I'll just feel like this forever.

I don't know. I'm just really hopeless right now.

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WoodyAq · M

Are you in the Trump administration?

LittleLamp · 26-30, F

@WoodyAq huh? i'm not from US.

WoodyAq · M

@LittleLamp lame attempt at satire. Where are you from?

Seriously, though, figuring out how to best use employees is a tough task. Most managers are not up to it with regular employees, and temporary interns are beyond all but the most capable. But the most capable are seldom assigned to interns. They are more valuable elsewhere.The sooner you realize this and learn how to deal with it, the happier and more successful you will be.