It feels weird to me how much I like being tied up, I kinda wish I wasn't so into it. At same time though it's part of who I am and how I aways been.

I know it'd be easier to find someone if I wasn't into it. But vanilla sex although is a good time, it isn't as fun or exciting as being tied up is to me.
Honestly as weird as it sounds lol if I had to choose between sex without bondage or bondage without sex, I'd much rather have bondage without sex lol.