I find it strange that this.... internet forum is the place I feel the safest of all the places in the world.

Right now I feel extremely vulnerable. My mental health is out to ruin everything for me. I'm very scared. I don't want to lose everything I have worked so hard to build for myself. I don't want to be my parents. Please. Please.....please.... How is this happening. How am I exactly like them? Ruining everything for myself? Leaving major life projects halfway through? I can't.... I wouldn't be able to live with it....

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th3r0n · 41-45, M

Take some time to think how you want to be, and then work for it

Reading the Bible always helps

assemblingaknob · 26-30, F

@th3r0n thank you.

Wiseacre · F

Consider it a temporary setback..

candycane · 31-35, F

Stop overthinking

assemblingaknob · 26-30, F

@candycane I'm not overthinking. Just got an angry reality check by an offended colleague because I created quite a scene at work because of my poor mental health. It seems like such a sham now, at this age, to blame everything on your disorder but I am controlled by it even if it comes to ruin me ONLY once every 4 months or so... Just a slip up is enough for life to go south. And so it feels like a relapse after I've promised myself I won't ever be a slave to my stupid as.s brain chemicals. And relapses throw you into this deep pit of depression again

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