I've never fit in anywhere

I've never really fit in with people in the real world and have spent much of my life living like a wandering hermit. I live alone and have never really lived anywhere for very long. Though I am friendly to those I meet I've never truly been able to relate to anyone. I mean it's not like I don't mind having friends. It's just that I don't connect well with most. Fortunately I still have a few friends online that I do cherish very much so and have known for a very long time. I've even met one of them in the real world a long time ago. Who knows. Perhaps someday I'll have the opportunity to meet more :)

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PhoenixPhail · M

I feel very much the same, Alice. I've never really known HOW to be with people.

I do have some friends online, and I've met just one in person.

I would like for someone to really know me and accept me as I am. It's just so hard to find those people.

MsAlaineEYes · F

@PhoenixPhail I think I am strange; meaning out of the normal also...as a child,[b] I wished to be known and loved, so known that having heard my thoughts even, I would be accepted and loved.[/b] But I have only felt that momentarily and after two marriages and divorces, one "first love", I have felt close with one music partner, my "bro", but not in a sexual way...[b]I have felt "known" and to me that equates with love. How can we love someone if we do not know them... [/b]