I've never fit in anywhere

I've never really fit in with people in the real world and have spent much of my life living like a wandering hermit. I live alone and have never really lived anywhere for very long. Though I am friendly to those I meet I've never truly been able to relate to anyone. I mean it's not like I don't mind having friends. It's just that I don't connect well with most. Fortunately I still have a few friends online that I do cherish very much so and have known for a very long time. I've even met one of them in the real world a long time ago. Who knows. Perhaps someday I'll have the opportunity to meet more :)

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PhoenixPhail · M

I feel very much the same, Alice. I've never really known HOW to be with people.

I do have some friends online, and I've met just one in person.

I would like for someone to really know me and accept me as I am. It's just so hard to find those people.

MsAlaineEYes · F

@PhoenixPhail I think I am strange; meaning out of the normal also...as a child,[b] I wished to be known and loved, so known that having heard my thoughts even, I would be accepted and loved.[/b] But I have only felt that momentarily and after two marriages and divorces, one "first love", I have felt close with one music partner, my "bro", but not in a sexual way...[b]I have felt "known" and to me that equates with love. How can we love someone if we do not know them... [/b]

whowasthatmaskedman · 70-79, M

First, why would not fitting in anywhere really bother you, as long as you can function? Personally I chose the life I wanted, and when I turned around I had a couple of people interested in what I was doing.. I ended up married to one of them. Focus on you. The rest will sort itself out..😷

AliceMargatroid · F

@whowasthatmaskedman Oh it wasn't a complaint. If anything I actually enjoy being able to see and experience new things. I don't always view strange as bad. I won't deny I would like to meet new people but I can also function just fine on my own :)

Vogue007 · 41-45, F

@whowasthatmaskedman Well said☺

PoeticPlay · 51-55, M

Of course you don't fit in.
This place wasn't made for you.

What kind of mind REALLY enjoys living on a giant ball and told to go "Hurry go find yourself?"

Look at them.
They are dizzy and tired and asking each other for descriptions and directions.
With no other instructions on how to accomplish their task.

QuietEd2019 · 31-35, M

You’re lovely ☺️

Nomad7 · 22-25, M

Can you tell me more about the travelling part and where you've stayed?

AliceMargatroid · F

@Nomad7 Generally in the USA. I've seen many states but the ones I have stayed in the longest would be Alabama, Georgia, Indiana and Nebraska.

Nomad7 · 22-25, M

@AliceMargatroid North America is absolutely gorgeous, so lucky you

What did you do in each of these places?

AliceMargatroid · F

@Nomad7 I lived in them. I usually either move because I have no choice or because I am tired of staying in one place for too long. In all truth, I hope it possible for me to see the whole world someday :)

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