I'm doing my best to stay strong
But every now & then a few tears start falling & then I get it back together & carry on like nothing happened. I hope I'm being strong because lately it feels like I'm just trying not to break
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YoMomma ·
😐 you didn't fail anything. It takes two willing people to stay in a relationship and i think you were both previously staying together for other reasons besides wanting to be together anyway? 😐 it still hurts tho to break up when you care tho..
Assuming that this is what this is about? 😐 it hurts now but you will be better off finding and being with someone who actually wants to be with you and you with them.. which may or may not be her in the future.. sometimes people change and get back together .. idk if you even want that, but i have heard of it happening to other people.. not everyone tho of course.. some move on..
Sorry for your loss tho (of your relationship) 🤐
Assuming that this is what this is about? 😐 it hurts now but you will be better off finding and being with someone who actually wants to be with you and you with them.. which may or may not be her in the future.. sometimes people change and get back together .. idk if you even want that, but i have heard of it happening to other people.. not everyone tho of course.. some move on..
Sorry for your loss tho (of your relationship) 🤐
ChiefJustWalks · 26-30
@YoMomma I did fail at some things. I'm okay with admitting that. She did too but that's beside the point, at least when it comes to my own acceptance & my own moving on.
I don't even wanna think about who else I might find in the future though. Maybe I'll never find anyone again. Maybe I will. Idk but I'm not looking for anything. I don't even have any expectations of what might happen with our relationship. If it's done then it's done. If she wanted to work it out, she already made it really hard for me to even consider it but the only way it'd work is if she was willing to own up to her part in everything instead of casting blame nonstop. I do really miss her though. I didn't stop loving her. I just can't accept living that way anymore
I don't even wanna think about who else I might find in the future though. Maybe I'll never find anyone again. Maybe I will. Idk but I'm not looking for anything. I don't even have any expectations of what might happen with our relationship. If it's done then it's done. If she wanted to work it out, she already made it really hard for me to even consider it but the only way it'd work is if she was willing to own up to her part in everything instead of casting blame nonstop. I do really miss her though. I didn't stop loving her. I just can't accept living that way anymore
YoMomma ·
@ChiefJustWalks maybe .. ah well 😬