I Am Me

I find it increasingly difficult at times to be social.Friends give me what I don't expect or want from them.
I find ways to avoid them,cancel parties or don't answer calls,or groupchats ..
still I am dragged into that mundane atmosphere,which makes me uneasy and socially uncomfortable.

I don't want ..but I get often hurt..
I wonder whats wrong with me or is there something wrong even?

If I choose to be unsocial and love my alone time,love spending time only with a few ppl,where am I possibly going wrong..
I don't have any social thirst..

Wonder if there is someone else who feels like me?

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1961dave · 61-69, M

Venuscalling you really need to start going only if you want to. Why allow yourself to be miserable, that's not healthy. When you're younger you feel you need to go out constantly, as you mature you just start to realize that it's pointless. Some people never realize it. Do what's right for you, and don't feel guilty, you're not doing anything to anyone.