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I Am Me

Are you ashamed of you incompleteness? Do you hide your incompleteness?
Are you in denial about you incompleteness?
Do you feel shame because of your short comings?
I have. It has been a source of sorrow and anger. As kid I was creative, humorous, energetic, kind, and chaotic. I would lose everything. Baseball socks ..keys.. homework... shoes... Billy where is your head? Thank Goodness that was tied on.
What was wrong with me? How could I fix it? Why did God do this to me? Was this part of the fall? Did Adam and Eve screw everything up for me? As I have gotten older, I am starting to appreciate differences. I realize that I may be the Idea man but those Ideas go now were without the pragmatic systems person. They annoy me with there steady commitment to boring reality.. I annoy them with my a million new and better ways to approach a problem. I bring the party where ever I go as my 7 year old likes to brag to her cousins. But their is no party without the party planner..
I need others...I am incomplete..I married the most boring person I could find. She majored in accounting and business management. We are opposites. I am high energy and loud.. She is low energy and steady.. I am expressive.. she is a ice cube ..always collecting data and evaluating..and evaluating.. I am muscle..She is bone..
We were made to work together. The only way we can succeed is together...
Should I disparage these differences.. Should I feel like a failure because I am not bone?.. or should I accept my role in the universal dance and enjoy my brief moment in the sun?
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