Some days I worry I might pass out or worse but help is not possible.
I worry about passing out with my son around. I’m worried I won’t be able to call for help before it’s too late. My son knows how to dial 911, but I know he will panic. He’s only 8.
This is a feeling of hopelessness. I have no one to call. I need medical care but I’ve been through this over and over. Nothing helps, loneliness increases and I push through until I hurt myself. But now without my son’s dad, I don’t know where he will go if I need hospitalization. It’s been this way for years. But recently I’ve started fearing worse will happen if I can’t reduce the stress. There’s just no way to do that. No way to rest. No one to trust. It’s gonna destroy me 😆
This is a feeling of hopelessness. I have no one to call. I need medical care but I’ve been through this over and over. Nothing helps, loneliness increases and I push through until I hurt myself. But now without my son’s dad, I don’t know where he will go if I need hospitalization. It’s been this way for years. But recently I’ve started fearing worse will happen if I can’t reduce the stress. There’s just no way to do that. No way to rest. No one to trust. It’s gonna destroy me 😆
