I just want someone who will listen and get me...

I know what you mean i 2 AM always feeling lost and lonely and don't know where I fit in or where I belong it truly is not a good feeling and i 2 wish I had someone.

😌 it's ok...calm down...i am here... don't worry.... everything will be alright!
You will get the love u deserve and friends that will help u!

This is a good post. You are being open, honest and to the point. Life is a coin toss: heads, you win and tails, you lose. It's as simple as that. Seems like you have gotten tails all in a row. Don't look around you for help. Nobody truly loves anybody except mom, if she is not whacked out crazy. Seems like your mom was.

What are you going to do?

i have felt this way before too and the times i have had them they have to continue their life. but i get it a person who would be supportive no mater what...that you could joke with and talk about taboo shit with...its ironic though when you find some one like that you usually hold back in fear of loosing their trust...theres also a power shift where they know so much of you and its not always 50-50... if it helps the people that have those types of ppl in their life dont aways get that trust you imagine...theres always one friend more honest than the second. follow your heart and hopefully it helps you see who that person can be.

I have seen places where friendship is very common.
They're incompatible with the cars and the work schedule.

Sometimes people are lonely it .

A true existential crisis eh?

It's not easy to find that person.

I would love to listen and help

You can talk to me if u like,

I think everyone wants that. But to love(or accept) oneself is important, and no one can do that for you.

I will gladly chat with u anytime about anything u need to get off of ur chest. No judgment

🌷