Dear god, listen to this prayer

I don’t know what lesson I’m suppose to learn from this; whether there is a lesson or not. I’ve done great things. I’ve worked hard. I’m open to helping anyone out if I can when they ask. I’m a true team player… Why is it that when it comes to work stability I keep getting screwed? This new job is excellent and they said they’d give me the days I needed when I signed up. They had me train and work 10 days in a row. I worked hard, well and studied in between. Why is it that this week- my first official week they gave me only two days? AND THEN reduced it to only one day?? I can’t live on one day of work! No one can! - here I am back to panicking like I was when I didn’t have a job. Is this place a waste of time? Should I keep looking?… I thought I was done with panicking! This makes no sense! I’m upset! I want to move on with other aspects of my life!- I thought they needed a server hence the ad for one! Wtf! Smh *sigh*….🤦‍♀️ Can you please help me? Let me have peace and money so I can focus on my personal projects and go to the gym so I can finally loose those last pounds? Trying not to stress eat has been so hard! Please god! Please! Please let it work out! I’m begging you give me peace!