The happiest time in my childhood was when I used to be jumping off wall the height of my house, and now I'm afraid of heights , picture that I used to be out for hours upon hours playing soccer , with soccer teams , playing snooker , playing video games . As an adult I went through a lot in my adulthood and all of a sudden I went back , now it's happening a few years , back playing video games , which I love and I'm 44 now . As going through a lot in adulthood I'm back where I started as a teenager trying to rebuild my life back up again . The irrational fears are back in me again cause when you go through a lot as an adult , loosing loads of things , loosing friendships , loosing relationships , loosing jobs what happens when life hits you , you return to that teenager back into your childhood , like as what I'm saying like going back to playing video games cause that's what gave me comfort , and then taking small steps at your own pace cause life is a journey not a destination. The only time the destination comes when you pass away . So the moral of the story is go easy on yourself if life gets hard . If your looking to best yourself up , don't do it with a wip , do it with a feather 🪶. Grief can make you wip yourself
