I’d like to know what specific event during my childhood lead me to have social anxiety for the rest of my life lmao

Yes you do. 🙂 You named it: childhood. Lol

Genetics maybe

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For me it was my extrovert mom dragging me to parties when I was 4 yrs old.

I don’t think it’s anything specific. I used to be super extroverted and social as a kid, as I got older though I was conditioned to be more introverted to the point I developed social anxiety too. Sometimes people just suck your whole life and give you every reason to worry.

I'll give you my social anxiety so you can suffer even more