I Am Glad People Can't Read My Thoughts

But..., here are a few of them.
Go ahead..., read my thoughts...
;)

I'm just a good guy that excells at making bad choices and wrong decisions....Being close to 49 years old, it makes me believe that I'm unlikely to change any of these facts before I die. Which if God has any pity will be in like 5 or 10 years.....

Anyways, I've always been me. I look back at my life that's passed and I cannot find one single instance of me trying to be anyone else. Even that Halloween when I was dressed as Wolverine and ended up defending some woman from being beaten by her boyfriend. I wasn't trying to play The Hero. I just did what Rob would do.

So yeah, I'm me. I won't apologize for that. I just can't help it.

It's cost me more than I've gained, and it definitely wears me down a bit. But, no man was made out of stone until long after he was dead. I doubt anyone will ever turn me into stone either. Stone people are made of more notable folk than I for a many good reason.

I'm kinda sitting here. Kinda just typing some stupid shit that most people will ignore. Most people are stupid so that doesn't bother me at all. I type mostly because I like to type. It's a distraction of sorts. One that I use when I feel like being distracted from all the many bad choices and wrong decisions that have made up this non-essential life of mine. A life that has rambled on in just as disconjointed a manner as most of my posts.

I think a lot. I don't recommend it to anyone. Thinking often leads to feeling and that there is another thing that I don't often reccomend to people. While there are feelings that are fun to feel, there are so many more feelings that can suck the life right out of you. Maybe it's a far better thing to remain blissfully ignorant ? Bliss hasn't ever touched me yet, so I really wouldn't know.

"I think therefore I am" some dead guy once said. That guy was an asshat that really only wanted to poke fun at me. Don't listen to him. You're you even if you don't think ! I only know that because I know a bunch of people that never think and they're still right there when I look at them. So please..., think less, do more, be happy.

Isn't that the hope of all living things when you boil all of their varied hopes down ? Happiness.... Why else would anyone do anything that they do ? They think it will make them happy in some way.

People do all types of shit. They feel all types of ways. They're entitled to that shit. All of the things they feel comes from somewhere. They have reasons for feeling the way they do. I get it. But it's biased. Framed and formed in their own mind by the biases they keep and harbor. It's cool.

Perception is something I've talked about in the past. It's something I've paid more mind to in the past few years. I've come to the conclusion that a persons perceptions only speak to the people they are, and the way they choose to view the world and all that's in it. Those perceptions don't really define the things or people they're perceiving. It only defines the way they choose to view things.

I like to ramble. I like to type. I like to type rambles that have nothing much to offer but more questions that I can ponder. I tend to ponder almost as much as I ramble. I ramble almost as much as I contemplate. I contemplate everything in my own biased perception, and sometimes I pontificate.

Be well
Live happy
Die trying
Stop judging,
Rob